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I figured it was time to update ye old journal. Much has changed since I last wrote in here. I'm not entirely sure why I picked up now as the time to write, but it seemed like a good call. All is well with life, work is busy and things seem to be going well. I'm not sure who still reads this but who knows, maybe someone will, it's hard to say.
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[19 Jan 2005|05:20pm] |
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Yeah I know everyone's shocked I finally updated this journal. I honestly have not felt like writing in it in quite some time. I did not want to remember the times in my life when things did not make a lot of sense. Only now am I starting to see things more clearly from a positive perspective. Things finally make sense again, I'm not really sure what put things into this new perspective but I certainly appreciate it. I love you Kelly, I am sure you already know but it never hurts to say it. I miss you terribly. But we will see each other in a couple weeks and I can wait if you can.
Classes seem to be going pretty well. They are all extremely interesting. Also the workload is up to what I'm used to, surprisingly I've actually been doing the work. I figured I would try something different for once I am kinda tired of just getting B's when I am sure I could probably do better. I hope everyone is doing well and everything is going okay. I'm around if you ever need to talk to whomever reads this. I'll see everybody later.
- Greg
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| I wish you were here.... |
[12 Sep 2003|02:16pm] |
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I figured hey why not I'd actually update my livejournal, it's only been since what, June? Just wondering how everyone's doing and hope everything is going well. Currently I'm a little sick but I'm gettin better all the time. Things are going great down here at school and soon, I'll get to go see Kelly. Sadly that's one week too far away. But still it's only a week. This weekend I'm going to a Dave Matthews concert in Bristow, VA. It's near Manassas I think. Can't say anything to exciting has been going on. Aside from lots and lots of XBOX talking to Kelly, and occasional work (Homework or otherwise). Hope everyone is doing well and I'll talk to everyone later.
- G
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| Hello how are you doin today? I hope I find you feeling healthy. |
[18 Mar 2003|05:00pm] |
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It's finally a nice day outside. Wearin shorts moods getting a little better. All and all it's not too shabby. Granted I wish Kelly was here with me. Well I do wish that I wasn't at school and maybe that I had my car with me, but hey you can't win them all so why try. Things are finally good again. Things are finally starting to make sense. Kelly came to visit me this weekend it was amazing. She made me feel so much better whether or not she knows it. Seeing her down here was something I didn't think would ever be real. It was a feeling of disbelief. It seems that by the time she did leave I was just starting to get to the point where I did believe she was there. Ahh well. I love you Kelly.
Classes suck, but I think I got everything figured out. Granted it's gonna be tough the rest of the semester if I'm going to get the grades that I want. But I'm okay with that. I have two guraunteed A's. With a lot of work, I can have 3 B's and well that's really all I'm shooting for. It won't be too hard. Really there's only six weeks left of school. I can't believe I'm in college already. Finally getting grown up. That scares me a little. But it's nothing I can't get used to. I think today I'm turning over a new leaf. From tomorrow on I will be prepared for my classes, prepared for quizzes and anything else this world can throw my way. Things are better, and there getting even better every day. It's nice to be happy again and to not be depressed anymore. I'm in the middle of my life and things are going great. I have a wonderful fiancee, great friends, good education, and a great family, what else could I ask for? I even got a job that basically gives me money for free. I tell ya I'm set and I love it. Well people I'm out later on.
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| Call my name and save me from the dark |
[16 Mar 2003|05:14pm] |
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Not really sure what to think... I'm really sad that Kelly just left. It's so hard without her, but I know I can make it a few more weeks. Until I see her again. It's funny just as you get used to waking up next to a person, just as you get used to being with them every moment of every day they get snatched back to either school or work. Well I guess this is envitable, I just wish we could be together for the next 3 years. I know someday we will get married and we will see one another when we wake up. These are the days I hope for, these are the days I can't wait for. They seem all too far away. I wish that they could come a little quicker. I can't wait for the day when I don't have to worry about this anymore. When I don't have to invent something to worry about just because I miss her so much. I know in time we will be together and things will be the way they always were and always will be. I just wish those days would come sooner. In my eyes they can't come quick enough. I'm sure for her they are oh so far away too. Ahh well I guess no matter how hard I try I just can't win this fight. Though I'm sure going to try. I love you Kelly now and forever.
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| Kelly's being a losicur |
[15 Mar 2003|11:11am] |
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OOh Journal,
I was quite inspired to write a quick entry today. Kelly was sitting next to me singing, "Jealous, Jealous, Jealous", so this seemed to be a good starting point. We are at work together, she also claims I'm, "such a liarton." She keeps asking, "why are you quoting me?" and well that question is left for me alone to know the answer to. I can't say anything to exciting has been going on. The week blew but now it's over, and Kelly's here YAY! Ahh well I'm out.
- The G-Man
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[05 Feb 2003|02:49am] |
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No subject today. I am listening to Grace is gone by dave matthews band but I don't know I'm not feeling lyrics. Today was an okay day I guess. Went to work went to class. Lunch with dad always a depressing time Mom's dead hope you're okay! I never understood that one. Ahh well. All and all a typical day. I don't even know why I'm still up. Maybe I just don't care enough to go to sleep. Honestly I'm not quite sure. I have spanish class in 7 hours maybe I should get on that sleep thing. Hmm ahh well. Well goodnight all talk to ya in the AM.
- Greg
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| You and I wouldn't change a thing |
[03 Feb 2003|08:13pm] |
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29 DAYS TILL I SEE KELLY YAY!!!!
What a weekend. Amidst getting some food poisoning the weekend was fantastic. Salsa con queso is the devil I just thought I'd tell everyone that right now. I got there on Wednesday night and gave her the gift. She really loves it. I think it's very cute that we have the same taste in jewlery. I bought her a necklace from Kay's it's a heart with a diamond in it. I think it's beautiful.
The next day we went to the mall. The reason we went was for Christina. She was going out to a formal dinner. It was a good time had by all. After that Christina went out and we spent a wonderful night together.
Friday we kinda stayed in most of the day and went to the diner for dinner. It was most entertaining. It's day like these that make me realize how much I truly love her. How I can spend all the time in the world with her and never get bored. I'm almost in shock every time we spend a day like this together. It makes me realize even more how much I truly love her.
Saturday was fun even though I was very sick Kelly took care of me. And we still had a wonderful day together. We went to the Paramus mall however I got sick in the middle of our trip. We went back to the dorm. And just stayed in for the day. We went to dinner at On The Border. I only got soup. Still I wasn't feeling 100%.
The next morning I woke up violently ill most of the day. Till about 7 oclock at night. We didn't really do anything except sleep and watch a movie. We rented Sweet Home Alabama. It was pretty good. The ending was a bit cheesy but overall not too shabby.
I left the next morning on the 539 train. I didn't get in until about 1130. I missed my Spanish class. I was still feeling really sick today so I decided to abandon class altogether. I wrote my sociology professor saying I was sick. I went to work and then to dinner with everyone and called it a day. Maybe I'll watch Joe millionare. In fact I know I will. I love it when Fox has soft core porn on TV. We all know about the incident last week they had. The slurp subtitle. Well I got better things to do then ye old journal so I'll post another later on in the week.
I love you Kelly. I miss you.
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| Make it all pass by... |
[22 Jan 2003|09:11pm] |
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Today was such a busy day. And it's not over yet. I still have all kinds of reading to do. Granted I don't really feel like it but if I do at least up to chapter twenty I should be good. Then I can finish the book tomorrow and Friday. Just in time for the quiz which is all that really matters. Reading is all kinds of fun I figure sometimes you have to turn over the new leaf. I'll be glad when this week is over it's been quite stressful just between everything that's been going on. Damn tired ahh well need to read.
Kelly I want you to know that you're going to be okay. Eventually everything will work itself out as crazy as that sounds. My brother once told me, "Time is the subtle rapist we all let into our beds; it always gets the job done." He was right as scary as that might sound. Time has a strange way of working everything out. I know everything is going to be okay. I know you better than you might think. Don't be afraid to turn to me if you need help. You're more than just my fiancee you're my best friend. I love you more than anything in the world and I would tell the whole world if I could. It's only a little over a week until I see you. I'll make the weekend worth your while I promise. I love you more than anything Kelly, always remember that. We can make it through anything. I know we can.
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| One day... we might find some reason |
[20 Jan 2003|05:04pm] |
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How bout today? Today was an okay day. A day just like every other. Nothing really too special or exciting happened. Still a lot of drama goin on because of what happened this past weekend but I wasn't involved this time and that's all that matters sometimes. Ahh well. I had me some philosophy today it was fantastic. I got called and I didn't even know where we were. He even called me by name I think he knew I wasn't paying attention. However I more than made up for it the rest of the class with participation. Ya know pretending like I knew the answers when in reality I'm not so sure. I also got up an hour early today. I was so pissed when I came to the conclusion that my alarm clock was set to the wrong time. It was an hour ahead, about... I wonder how long it's been like that. It's questions like that, that when you think about them too long you know you'll just never get that portion of your life back. Ahh well. Can't win em all. I wonder if everyone else's day was about this boring? I'm gonna go read for a little while and then write a quick paper. See everybody later.
- Greg
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| What's the use in worrying? |
[20 Jan 2003|02:04am] |
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10 Days Till I See Kelly!!
Today was an interesting day. I think what it comes down to is that I just make too big a deal out of things. I try too hard at things I guess. Maybe I should stop trying... I don't really know. I guess that it just comes down is that I wish Kelly could be happy all the time. She seems so sad when I talk to her, and I'd do anything in the world to help her but I just don't know what to do. I just don't know how to make her happy. I guess she can't be happy all the time. I just wish she could be happy more of the time. I will never stop trying to make her happy when we do talk. I guess I just wish I could be better at it. Sure it's 2am but I don't really care.
Today was an exciting day. Started off by seeing how everything turned out last night with the whole drinking thing everybody did. Then we went to have some lunch. Post that I actually took a shower got ready and then went to the grocery store. Then we all made dinner. I think we made the right choice. Then I cleaned dishes for about 45 minutes. Then Anthony, Chris and I made shelves. Shelves are amazing they actually look decent for $15. I mean come on for that much money can you complain about how ghetto they are? I don't really care.
The money situation isn't getting much better I still have 38 cents in my checking account. And I don't have any money coming in until Friday. Hopefully I will get my books in time for my sociology class. So I don't wind up not doing the first homework and getting a zero. I think that would really be the right way to start off the class. Ahh well. I suppose I'm done here. There's nothing else to really talk about. I love you Kelly!
- Greg
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| Hello, How are you doing today? I hope I find you feeling healthy. |
[17 Jan 2003|05:02pm] |
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How's it going everybody? Let me tell you one thing I am so happy right now. Everything is going so well. Kicking back at work right now writing this. I figure hey sometimes you need to. I actually did my homework, like the actual reading for my class and it made the test so easy. I'm real sure I got a 95 or a 100 on that quiz. And I participated in class. I'm almost kinda scared but I figure hey sometimes you gotta. Also I got all my books ordered. All and all it's been a great day.
On the financial side my situation is hurtin just a bit. I have 38 cents in my checking account and 8 dollars in my wallet. That's all the money I have till I get a paycheck next Friday and I'm okay with that. I will someday have money it's just not gonna happen for like another month. Anyway I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm having a fantastic day. And I hope everyone else is too. I love you Kelly, always.
- Greg
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| I wasn't there for you... |
[15 Jan 2003|07:39pm] |
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I don't know today was an interesting day. Things are okay with Kelly. It just seems like I can never make it up to her. And for this I have to suffer for the rest of my life. I love you so much Kelly. I want you to always remember that.
On another note I'm thinking about dropping out of my History class. I'm thinking about a sociology class instead. It could be interesting all I know is right now I'm not so much a fan of that History class. There's one too many people in it. Ahh whatever I think I'm done here for the day.
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| You and I we wouldn't change a thing |
[14 Jan 2003|10:24pm] |
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I know it's been a long time since I've updated this beotch but I figure there is nothing like jumping back on the horse. Since my last entry I've had exams and I had Christmas break. My average could have been better this semester. It was a 2.87 in fact I could have stepped it up a lot. I think I'm just lazy. This semester I will do better. Well at least enough to keep my scholarhips.
Kelly and I are doing okay I know now that everything is going to be okay. She is so amazing. Tomorrow we will have been officially engaged for a whole month. I love you so much Kelly.
Things are pretty much the same as I left em back here at Catholic. Except now I'm living with Chris. Chris is amazing there is actually conversation had between the two of us. We teamed up tonight and cooked some macaroni & cheese. It was freakin awesome. As for the rest of the clan everyone's doing quite well.
Overall my classes seem pretty good. Except for my math class. My math class is taught by a crazy russian man. In one of the examples he used Moscow as one of the cities. Overall the rest of my classes seem awesome. None before 10 and none past two. Work is also good. Still tendin' the crazies. They all had a good time while I was gone. I even recieved a useless christmas gift. Some sort of tupperware sandwich holder. It seems quite gay but hey can't refuse a gift from the boss.
Well I'm out for now see everyone later.
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| I'm on my feet I'm on the floor I'm good to go... All I need is to hear a song I know |
[05 Dec 2002|02:30pm] |
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How bout today? It went a snowing. Our classes were cancelled. Me and the clan went to the giant on Rhode Island Avenue. We're making some breakfast now. It seems like a good call. We are gonna make some dinner later on tonight that should be fun. I have 3 finals tomorrow which just sucks. I'd rather not take them but unfortunately I have to. Ahh well. I'll be a studying for most of tonight. I have to get going. I'll talk to everyone later. Bye.
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| It could be your lucky day in hell |
[03 Dec 2002|01:22pm] |
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I figure it's about time to update ye old journal. So much stuff has happened in the past week or so. I went home for Thanksgiving that was good times had by all. I got to see Kelly a lot along with the old group of friends. An awkward start to things and granted I probably should have left when I got there but whatever it was nice to see everyone again. I have to go to philosophy I'll write more later I swear.
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| Updating for those lazier than me is fun... |
[23 Nov 2002|10:08pm] |
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Hey there. Greg asked me to fix up his journal and make it look cool, so I did. He's out seeing his James Bond movie (thank God because I did not want to go see that nonsense) and I'm supposed to be doing my English essay on eating disorders. Let's face it, that will not be done tonight. Tomorrow will be my day of hardcore writing. For now I'm going to take a nap or something because I'm exhausted. Greg's supposed to call me later. I hope he does because I miss him. To all his CUA friends: you have absolutely no idea how much I envy you; I'd kill to be able to see Greg every day.
Quick promo: my journal is lots of fun. You know you want to read about my daily exploits. Just click here: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shinyglitter and you're all set.
I'm done now. I hope you like the new layout, Greg. If not let me know and I'll try something else. I love you!
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| She asks me, "Do I look all right?" And I say hey you look wonderful tonight |
[20 Nov 2002|07:55pm] |
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Hey everybody went to work today. However last night I didn't really see the need to sleep so I didn't. I hung out with Megan and talked most of the night we then proceeded to visit Anthony in the architecture building however to no avail because he had left an hour earlier. We then went down to Union Station in DC and sat on the fountain and had some breakfast while the sun rose. I called Kelly however she was asleep and I just felt bad about waking her up. I wanted to share how beautiful it was with her. It reminded me of her. Hmm... I'm out Dawson's Creek is on later maybe I'll watch that who knows.
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| I wish you were here |
[18 Nov 2002|12:32pm] |
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It's these weekends with Kelly that make me realize that asking her to marry me was the smartest decision I've ever made. Just seeing her makes the both of us so very happy. I'd do anything to make her happy. I love you Kelly. This weekend was fun. I know I haven't updated in a while I'm a gettin' lazy. But hey whatever sometimes you don't have to when there's nothing really going on. These past few weeks have just been filled with work. Nothing too exciting. Well enough of my rambling. I'm out. Later all.
Greg
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| Just when I thought that I was better; I realize that I don't know what better was |
[05 Nov 2002|02:36pm] |
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Hey everybody. Decided I'd switch it up and write a journal entry. I think I wrote one about a week ago it seemed like it was time. I skipped philosophy today. I had every intention of going but it just didn't work out so well ahh well. My teacher has stopped taking attendance so it's all good. I went home this weekend that was entertainment at its best. I also got my eagle scout this weekend that was nice to get that over and done with. But the highlight of the weekend was I got to see my love. She came over on Friday night after everybody left. We had a good night together. Then after my parents left on saturday morning she came over and spent the day with me. Then my brother came upstairs and we watched the movie changing lanes. The movie was okay. She slept over that night and the next morning we had breakfast with her parents. That was entertaining. I had my eagle scout thing that afternoon and for the rest of the day we hung out together. I was going to take the 630 train home but neither of us were feeling me leaving so it just didn't work out like that. I eventually took the 930 train back. I got back a little late but it was well worth it.
Everybody back here was still awake. Jean, Megan, and Kristen all had stories for me. Jean got a stalker over the weekend his name is Joe. I tell ya it's gotta be the name. The moment I stepped on that train I began to miss Kelly. I don't understand what's wrong with me? I'm sick and tired of all this. I really like it down here at Catholic but when I'm with her it's a different kind of happiness. Falling asleep with her on Saturday night made me realize this. She makes me so rediculously happy. It's no longer just a temporary feeling it's like something that stays inside my soul and fills me up, I don't know maybe I'm just rambling nonesense. I miss her and I try to be strong and be there for her but lately it just feels like I haven't been doing enough. I love you sweety. Always. I just don't understand why our love has to be tested like this. It's just not fair.
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